I know kids are usually curious around this age [elementary]
but i remember being very curious.and i remember seeing some pornographic content when i was playing with one of my neighboorhood friends,it has,since then stayed in my memory since then. and i remember when i use to play with my cousin, we would wrestle and i would notice how the genital contact during the wrestling was similar to the glimpse of porn that i saw and was curious about the stimulation in that area .and now that i look back its like why did i like it?i feel very very guilty but i know at that age it was curiousity. and also a boy in my class got me used to showing his genetalia at random times so i also exposed my cousin to such behaviors that i was exposed to. but now that i rememember i feel really guilty! cause my cousin was younger and i was exposing him to it!and thats when i started developing intrusive thoughts that i was some kind of pedophile
and make me feel very uncomfortable. i hate sexual abuse and do my true best to comfort anny victim. i need some support and help on this.
hypersexuality due to exposure?
or because i might have a mood disorder since its common in mood disorders
is this considered hypersexuality?
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March 9th, 2010 at 4:23 am
Being exposed to anything like that at a young age, can prolong or carry on. I simply think you need to grasp and realize that you were young and that experimentation does happen. Somehow me and some girlfriends of mine when I was younger got into like, some boob sucking, was never my idea, but I got involved in it, for some time, I felt guilt and I felt like I may even be gay, spoke to my mom about it somewhat, however, I was really feeling awkward, she told me when you’re at a young age experimentation does in fact happen. What we were doing lasted quite some time too, just like kids who play doctor, things happen, YOU’RE FINE, don’t feel guilt over it, these things happen, you’re okay.
March 9th, 2010 at 4:23 am
Wow you’ve been though a lot of sexual experiences…
March 9th, 2010 at 4:23 am
We all do stupid things when we are kids, you need to move on.
March 9th, 2010 at 4:23 am
It’s a phase, grow out of it.
March 9th, 2010 at 4:23 am
I’m not a doctor and I highly doubt anyone here is. Therefore I would suggest you seek professional advice about this since no one here is qualify to give you any real advice on the subject. What I can tell you is sexuality is controlled by hormones telling your mind and body to do certain things and behave a certain way.
March 9th, 2010 at 4:23 am
I remember when I was a kid and I found my dad’s old penthouse magazine. Back then they had stories in them and I used to read them and………….
Um it’s normal to be curious. You don’t have to be exposed to it to be curious.
March 9th, 2010 at 4:23 am
you need to speak to a psychitrist about this because quite frankly most users in this section need it as well so they cannot help you. do not do that in the future and i do not consider you a pedophile so just be confident in yourself and forget about what happened before.