I’m 18 years old. Just graduated high school.
My parents are going to go on vacation for 3 weeks to Europe tomorrow and won’t be back until near the end of summer.
I had an experience with my best friend recently that changed my mind about my sexuality…at least i think so…
I’ve been dealing with a few emotional and family problems lately also.
We’ll i invited my best friend (since 1st grade), who’s also a girl.
to come stay at my house for fun for a week and sleep over.
i’ve made a plan of all the stuff were going to do
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-were going to do all the fun stuff! —–stay up late, watch movies, drink alcohol, eat junk food, go driving around at night…go over to other friends houses for a few hours then go back to mine at night.
were also going to do alot of sexual things that we’ve both agreed that were going to do
because we both love each other…we have a really stong bond.
all of our other friends in the area don’t have a clue what are relationship status is…they still think were just regular old friends…
both me and my best friend have decided to keep our sexual relationship a fun secret for the time being..because im not sure if my parents would approve of my relationship with my friend…
…i care because of the fact they are paying for my college and im still living under their roof and rules…
if my parents found out about any of this they would be so mad probably lol..
heres the list that we both plan on doing i called her about it the other day and..i emailed the list to her a few minutes ago
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-every night at my house we’ll sleep naked in bed together
-we’ll watch movies in our under garments in my living room
- have a few beers
- make out every night
- snuggle, rub and caress each other’s bodies
- i bought some oil- going to dump 2 bottles over both of our bodies and she will get on top of me and we’ll just rub our bodies and boobs together
- take bath’s together, kiss each other in the bubble bath
- shave each other’s legs in the bath
- go swimming at 2 am naked in my pool
- both of us orgasm in my bed from sexual stimulation.
- masturbate each other off with sex toys.
-at least one night get really wasted from beer in my room while were in bed …so who knows what will happen once were really drunk?
-69 position- eat each other out
-go in my hot tub naked, use the water jets to stimulate our selves
and kiss each other passionately
-lotus position
-one of us lays down with the other on top, and we just stare in each other’s eyes
i think you get the idea of what were going to do….
and this is all going to be with my best friend that i recently just got really attracted too….
…kinda makes me feel weird sometimes that’s it my friend i’ve known forever…
>>…but at the same time i love it because we understand eachother so well …
…we both love and understand the dirty sick feeling of making love with your best friend…there’s something about the female body that is very refreshing.
…we love each other and care so much about each other.
my bed is a queen size in my room; its going to be a fun week!
what do you think?..is it too much?
i added the >> because i wanted to emphasize that point
i love to dream up everything we could possibly do
sort of makes it more exciting….because i told her everything i want her and i to do together…
so we both know what to expect when it happens…i just want to go all out
i don’t really give a crap what society thinks, or what my friends or parents think
expressing your love towards your best friend whom you share a very close emotional connection to is truly amazing.
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April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
i absolutely love your plan. i wish my best friend would do something like that. but she isn’t into girls. at least she doesn’t think she is. but i am. im really into her actually. like everything you just said, i want to do to her. maybe i should get her really drunk.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
Goddamn why don’t I know more girls like you.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
The >> arrows give it away you pasted that from an email
Have fun!
Edit: You added the arrows to emphasise the point you know each other so well? We got that!!!
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
God help you child. Seek and you shall find your way. What you are doing is wrong. God loves you.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
That’s… a pretty detailed sharing of a ’secret’.
There are a lot of things in life that are sexy but I’ve found that a checklist isn’t one of them. This is so meticulously planned for something that hasn’t even happened yet, I’m skeptic to even consider this real. Who pencils in time to "stare in each other’s eyes"?
If this is for real, and I apologize, purchase any props you would need to use for any of your fantasies, but don’t bind yourself to a schedule.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
*fans self*
uhrm…no…not too much. sounds like a damn good time to me…
lol. =)
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
Your itinerary… just gave me a hardon. I’m sorry. It just did. I have active imagination. O.O
You get down with your bad selves, girls.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
Wow! y’all are crazy!!
If she agreed to it, then have fun I guess.
Lucky.
=)
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
surprise buttsecks?
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
Wow, you have Really thought about this! lol!
No, I don’t think it’s too much, it’s what you want and if your friend is down with it, hey hey!
Me and my girlfriend (15 and 17) are best friends who fell in love and we are Very intimate. I think you will enjoy each other! Good luck and all the best
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
tooo long for me to read but i think mary is great =]
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
Whoaa,
I wish my bestfriend was up for that stuff. She probably is but we’re still kinda young so I don’t wanna just throw ideas like that at her..Just in case I get some sort of a rejection. lol
Have a good week, I’m sure you will.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
This is the kind of pleasure that, when you grow tired of it, you wonder why. Isn’t pleasure of the body what life is about? That’s what parts of society tells us…movies, books, other peoples’ stories.
Joy comes in true giving.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
Wow, your relationship is great. Wish my friends were like that when I was experimenting.
But yeah, thats a cool plan as long as you trust her enough and she agrees.
Just dont drink and drive. Don’t spoil a good relationship like this.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
OMG i wish i knew you and you were super attracted to guys. I would be your BEST friend. lol jk but besides the fact that your a little bit OVER ORGANIZED, i think you should have ALOTA fun and i dont think its a bad idea. i mean as long as you talked to her and shes cool with it then why not? and BTW if you want an extra male part in you fun filled weekend holla!!!!! jk no but seriously make sure you have fun with it
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
There’s nothing with having fun, just remember to respect your parents investment in the house.
Be careful, I’ve know teens that did same thing and always seems to get out of control. I wouldn’t have any group parties, at least not without your parents ok. The last thing they’ll want is to get a call, that the police showed up their home and raided a under age drinking party.
I believe I would tell them about your friend coming over, you don’t have to go into detail, if your not ready to come out.
This is an opportunity to see how it would be living with a girlfriend out on your own, just don’t let it get out of hand. This is a chance to prove to your parents that they can trust you, by yourself.
It can be a positive experience to the beginning of your adult life.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
Sounds great.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
I all I have to say is have fun and enjoy yourself, which I’m guessing you will.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
I have one thing to say to you.
After reading all of this I dont think you are mature enough for your parents to leave you home alone!
Come on now do you think putting all of this out there on the internet is a responsible mature thing to do? Take a look at yourself what motivated you to do that? What are you missing so desperately in your life that you need to do this?
I see yellow flashing lights, trouble coming to you in the next 3-4 weeks especially if you are mixing alcohol in with all of this and driving around!
Stop and think about what you are doing and the impact of the of something going wrong.
You are sounding pretty irresponsible right now young lady and I do detect someone inside of you who shows some accountability.
Enjoy your friend will your parents are away in a mature adult way….dont drink and drive and be a typical out of control teenager who ruins her future chances by foolish choices!
Please be smart!
Good Luck and really pay attention and be aware of what you are doing and putting out there.
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
The ‘too’ much part of your week sounds like too much planning already. Just go with the flow, and let things happen. It will be more enjoyable, rather than following some script that says you’ve gotta do this next.
As you said, expressing your love with your best frinend is wonderful.
Enjoy your time together!
April 11th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
Darling Nikki: It does sound a bit much just with the fact that you have it planned out so specific. What if one night your friend is so tired that she just wants to sleep? Will you be irritated at her? Put the list away and just have fun. Let whatever happens happen.
Peace.