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Violent Sexual Fantasies?

admin — Sun, 20 Feb 2011 09:09:17 +0000

I’m a female 18 yrs and I’m troubled by my thoughts I’ve been having for several years. Let me start off by saying that I am a victim of sexual abuse. I was abused for a period of about 4 years by mom my mothers then drug addicted boyfriend. Around the age of eleven i was raped for the first of what would become many times. Eventually his man overdosed an died, and some years after, I got up the courage to tell my mother, since i felt comfortable enough at this point to bring this up to her. Now my mother and myself have both had our own addiction problems. She never believed me and would often blame me for bringing negative attention to myself. I have suffered from depression and anxiety which i have been diagnosed with, however these things seem to have taken a dark twist. I have had relationships but Im too afraid to reveal my fantasies to my partners, and in fact my thoughts and fantasies scare and worry me. I will often think about being raped again, by the same person, multiple strangers, being lacerated, violently attacked (There is never any sexual arousal from this, these thoughts just enter my head). My actual fantasies are of hurting a girl (I’m lesbian). I am very aroused by bindings a girls arms, forcing objects into them that make them cry, choking them and or throwing them around violently. In fact, the more uncomfortable with this the girl is, the more pleasure u get from it. guess the basic line is I have an invasive desireI also have a strong fantasy of having my way with a heterosexual girl who is completely uncomfortable with these acts. I’ve NEVER acted on these thoughts, nor do i ever plan on it, but i’m very bothered by the fact that it arouses me. I know this is a perversion that is tied in with my own abuse, but I can’t seem to track down the reasons why. I enjoy these thoughts, to the point where I wish I could actually do it, but at the same time I know its VERY wrong and I dont want to hurt anyone in actuality, just the idea of it is so arousing to me. I’m somewhat withdrawn, and I dont really talk about my feelings, but I do seem normal to most people i know. I’m not an outcast of any type, and the only thing that somewhat separates me from others around me is my obvious depression. I’m worried because my girlfriend has been noticing my depression, and she wants to help, but this is obviously sick stuff im talking about. does anyone have any information on mental disorders this might be related to?

I'm worried that if I dont start having sex soon I'm gonna end up w/ sexual dysfunction…?

admin — Sat, 15 May 2010 08:43:18 +0000

…or even lose my sex drive altogether.

Im 22 and still havent had sex. I’m perfectly healthy atm and produce lots of sperm & jack off a lot but no girl wants to be w me. i have so much love 2 give but girls just arent interested. Im worried that by the time a girl does want to do it with me, my body or my mind will have just given up trying 2 become aroused because it figures, this guy is never gonna have sex, whats the point. Sometimes I’m worried that I might become gay as a consequence. Not that I have anything against gay people or even have anything against the idea of being gay myself in principle – it just feels weird 2 me. Tho it would probs mean I could have a sex life because gay guys hit on me all the time on the internet but girls always ignore me. What do you guys think? Are my fears justified? I read an article recently saying men who dont lose their virginity till 22 or older are much more likely to develop sexual problems

Can someone help me determine what my sexual orientation is?

admin — Sat, 08 May 2010 05:31:35 +0000

I like girls and i check them out and stuff but I don’t get an erection when i see a naked girl does that mean i have erectile dysfunction or is it that im not attracted to girls i like guys but everytime i have sex with a guy i feel guilty afterwords and sometimes i think having sex with a guy is nasty can someone tell me if im straight, bi, or gay?

does size matter when it comes to sexual activity?

admin — Fri, 23 Apr 2010 09:02:08 +0000

i need to know if size really matters when it comes to girls? because i am about 5 to 5 1/2 inches?? please help im 15 years old Related posts:Why do girls prefer a guy’s penis to be big when flaccid when it has no effect on sexual stimulation? Do girls like sexual activity, or is it [...] Related posts:

Do girls like sexual activity, or is it a rumor?

admin — Tue, 13 Apr 2010 11:01:56 +0000

ok, as far as i can tell, most guys like sex a fair amount.

Also, as far as i can tell, girls only use their wiles to get guys to do what they want. do girls like guys hormonally? is there such a thing as a hot guy? It’s like girls can’t find a hot guy or something.
is the influence of the media, real life, or is it true that girls don’t like sex?

please i am not trying to be sexist! it’s just what i have observed!

My line of "I'm healthy enough for sexual activity" didn't work what should I do?

admin — Fri, 09 Apr 2010 21:00:55 +0000

after seeing all those ads of advising men to discuss their health, I figured I’d need to spell that out up front with girls that I met at the bar. But it’s not worked so far. What am i doing wrong? Related posts:Where do you draw the line between healthy sexual activity and abnormal behavior? Do you [...] Related posts:

Uncircumcised penis bad for sexual activity?

admin — Mon, 01 Mar 2010 17:03:33 +0000

I am 15 years old and have an uncircumcised penis, I have never gotten a "BJ," but I was wondering if girls really care one way or another… I dont want to be embarrassed when I FINALLY get a "BJ" considering that at this age "my hormones raging" , and I was wondering if I should talk to my doctor about having the skin removed. I have read about the risks and all that. Please help me out!

How do you feel about sexual activity like Lady Gaga's "Love Game"?

admin — Fri, 26 Feb 2010 08:16:46 +0000

What I mean is, I saw the music video, and it is dirty and very ridiculous. What do you think about that? How do you feel about it if you do engage in that activity? If your a teen, please share so also. Plus, many girls in 6th grade are not virgins. How do you feel about that also? I feel very bad for those kids, must have a tough life.

Do you GIRLS ever want anything sexual?

admin — Tue, 23 Feb 2010 18:08:46 +0000

Hello. My girlfriend and I have been going out for almost 4 years now. We are both sophomores in college and love each other very much, but due to recent events, I am starting to ask myself some hard questions about this relationship. For about 9 months now, we are AVERAGING 2 sexual experiences a month. Sometimes there are 0 in a month, and by sexual experience I mean that I make her have an orgasm by going down on her. The only stimulation I have received in the past year is from her hand while I’m still using only my fingers on her (she has not gotten me in over a year). She does not want to do anything more to me because she thinks its gross. Lately, I have been having strong urges for her to do more and actually get me(yes I’ve told her). I love her very much, but she has no desire to do anything sexually. I am always the one who initiates any kind of making out or sexual activity, and I becoming sick of it. AM I obsessed with sex or is this a problem in our relationship
I DO NOT JUST WANT SEX FROM HER! I’ve been going a long time with and if that was the case I would not have dated her for 4 years! I have talked to her and she likes me getting her. She just seems to think its weird and gross. Thats her exact words. We’ve been thinking about having sex. And even tried once or twice. But it hurts her too much and so we stopped. I just want her to actually WANT to get me i guess. I dont want ful sex, but oral or her just getting me ONCE might be nice …
she didnt have any problems as a kid. Its not like that, her parents are VERY loving toward her and even me.

How to open a girl's mind sexually?

admin — Sat, 20 Feb 2010 16:10:13 +0000

The girls I get with are all very different, but the one’s I end up in relationships with always seem to have very close-minded vanilla sexual lives. Forget the consideration of sex as a physical and emotional expression, it’s supposed to be real fun and enjoyable on more than just a stimulation level. So how do you help a girl get in touch with her crazy side?